There is something wrong with my right wrist that is aggravated by drawing. x__x;

I must have damaged it somehow, and now it hurts both in the wrist itself as well as along the top of the hand, especially when I stretch or pinch my fingers together or just... do anything with it, really. I've been trying to rest it, but you can't really rest your dominant hand, can you. Even typing hurts a little.

I've been doing just a little drawing, for as long as I can bear the pain, but somehow I don't think that's a good idea. xD; I've tried holding the pen in different ways, I draw from the arm, nothing really makes any difference. I might have to see a doctor about it in the end...

On top of that, my knees have been increasingly painful too. I have a flaw, the kneecaps are slightly misplaced to the sides, which creates friction as they move where they're not supposed to and does all sorts of other nasty stuff. Year or so ago, when I went to an orthopedist, I was told to go to therapy for it -- everyday, and who has the time for that...? They've gotten better as I started exercising, but now they're worse off again.

There's also the good ole atrial fibrillation that's making cardio especially unpleasant.

AND, depression has been making it really hard to care about anything at all, and the two things I actually feel like doing - drawing and exercising - are being limited by my shitty body.

So. Sorry for delays on art that I owe, and sorry for general grumpiness. Everybody and everything is just PISSING ME OFF SO MUCH and I know it's actually just my perception. I'm trying, but I really just feel like lying down to cry and/or die.

Guess I'm gonna go comfort eat and play video games instead.