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So. Rambles. Don't feel obliged to read.

This is the second set of paints that's expired, having been used two or three times. Guilty as charged. I must stop lying to myself- once, I liked traditional painting, but the moment I learned digital there was no point in bothering with real paints. What do you mean there's no sketch layer I can later delete? What do you mean I can't zoom in? No undo? No expanding the canvas if the initial idea grows? Also, I'll tell you guys in secret I'm actually kinda really bad when it comes to colors. I can see shapes, movement, weight, how they relate to one another... Doing lineart is a blast. But color, I have to squint to work it out. Mixing paints to get a tone I wanted is a grueling task, and things such as designing nice color schemes and selecting palettes elude me. So, digital also cuts out that chunk of difficulty.

Too bad I still can't use my tablet without screwing up my hand. It's been good recently, so, I worked a bit on a picture that I have started... months ago. It went well, but the next day I woke up with pain that would not go away for a good few days.

Oh well.

I'll stick to ink and pencils for now, then. Using colored pencils is an easy exercise that may help me see colors better yet.

In other news, I FINALLY found the flash drive to which I saved the stories I deleted off this account (old friends may remember), as well as a few others nobody has seen before, about my old characters. They're not bad! They're good, actually! I deleted them because that was the time a few people I knew irl watched me, and I got anxious they'd JUDGE ME. But I don't care anymore. x'D And neither do they, really.

My precious babies. I've been thinking a lot about them recently. Maybe something will come of it. One picture I'm almost done with will, at least.

In other news, after a brief adventure with trying to come off my meds that didn't end happily, I've come to terms with the fact I may have to be taking SSRIs indefinitely. I'm not happy about it, but I'm hardly happier when depressed. =P
  • Mood: Big Grin
  • Playing: Dwarf Fortress
  • Eating: sunflower seeds



I'm not a quitter, I just get bored quickly.

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Self-DestructBamboo Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2013   General Artist
super duper happy birthday!! i hope the celebration is nice [if youre one to celebrate] and that your next year of life is wonderful as well n v n
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PhilosCaelum Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Deviantart told me it was your birthday I hope you're day was excellent! :) 
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Hatsumei-Akari Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Ma! Thanks for the llama! Here's one back!
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DesiResi Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the llama :)
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oriana-the-wolf Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013
Thanks for the Llama!! ~ <33
ceceme12 Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
O.o Thank you for the llama!
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EverSoDashing Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2012  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave <3<3
SlotMechanic Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2012  Hobbyist Artist

*falls over* I replied to the herb garden roleplay, in case you wanted to know ;w;

*sobs* I'm sorry I'm such a horrible, not-alive roleplay partner. I'm trying to be more active. ;w;
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Relaxn Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
:music: This is your birthday song! :music:
:music: It isn't very long! :music:

:iconballoonsplz::party::cake: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! :cake::party::iconballoonsplz:

SO sorry for not doing this sooner. ;_; I thought I had done it already.
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pooglegrundolovers Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist

So, I will wish you a belated birthday, now. >u>

Happy Belated Birthday, m'dear! ^^
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